Stresses of the day!

Good greif... today has not been kind to little ol' me. Wake up not feeling well... in fact, felt quite ill. Wake up and in 5 minutes I realize I was being an ass the day before to the one I love the most... and so the day just started off wrong... I've been in bed all day... havent eaten much if anything at all, and I'm annoyed at stupid people once again.

Waiting for a besieged to start. Once again... I find myself going into Forsaken Knights shell cause I've got nothing better to do... and to be honest bored/sick of the other shell I'm in. Everyone is married and happy and seeing their loved ones and makes me upset and a little jealous that I have to wait longer to be with my Fei... so I leave and get in FK and the asshattery comes as well.

I just make a coment saying.
Oh double beseiged sorta. Mamool at lvl 1. Trolls at 8. So they are almost close together for double.
Outta no where, some deuche says, no way thats years apart.
My reply was, I said almost. Yeah you might be waiting an hour or 2, but its close enough.
"You know, you should really make yourself clearer" and then laughs at me... I dont think he was being too serious, so I said back.
I was plenty clear I feel. Maybe you shouldn't be looking too deep into what I said.
"dood take it easy. I wasn't lookin in anything only teasing ur uptight bunghole."
-_-

This is the sorta crap I get constantly. I am a hard ass in that linkshell... I can never make a joke, nor can I ever take one. I'm mr. serious. Scary scary mr. serious. >.> Why? Cause I try to actually keep some order and normalcy in there and call people out when they are being complete asses of themselves.

So anyways... my day has been full of nothing but rest and dissapointment. Lovely right? Even though I havent been feeling my best, I felt like I needed to get off my ass and actually do some work... and unpack more crap and get things a little more organized. Not much has really changed sadly. I just shuffled things around and now it looks like less crap is shoved into one corner of my room than there was an hour earlier. I did however realize something I wanted to do again and pick back up in my spare time.
I need to get back into my art again. I'm good at it and I havent in the longest time. I'm gonna take my old art that I've saved too and ink them and put them online so I can have them in better shape for longer time. So look forward to that ^^ Also realized another thing. I dont have enough clothes. Pants to be exact. got plenty of shirts... socks. probably could use some more boxers... but I only have maybe 4 decent pair of pants. I dont really like shopping for myself, by myself tho... so I'll probably only have 4 decent pair till someone invites me to go out with them or till I'm forced to go find something because I'll wear through those pants quickly... just glad summer is around the corner. Can bust out my pastey white skin and wear my shorts and T's haha.
Still not feeling so great though. Hoping tomorrow is a better day... >< please? I need a better day once in a while...